Jonathan this is so hard for me. I miss hearing about your day, I miss looking forward to the weekend just because I knew it would be spent with you. I miss sharing exciting things about my day with you. I miss being able to share any and everything with you and knowing it's just between the two of us. I miss your presence. I miss your smile, your smell, your sincerity, your confidence. I miss it all. Most days are bearable but some are just so difficult! My love for you in unwavering.