You don't hurt people this way. With constant lies & deceit. "I love you" "I want to marry only you" "I don't love her" "I'm faking the funk with her" "it's complicated" "I dint have a job, money, home" "she won't give me my truck" excuses. You are materialistic & weak. You're everytHing I never wanted to believe. I no longer believe you or in you.