I confused the pain you were causing me with love and affection towards you. I just accepted the fact you pushed me away every time someone new came along. Then just went back to the way we wad before as soon as they walked away. I felt like I had to supp
He didn't and that's one of the worst feelings. But don't stay depressed. Move on. Either he'll start or someone else will take notice of you. Ultimately God feels for you what no man and no one can feel for you.