Your journey has molded you for your greater god, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. And now is right on time.
What we see depends mainly on what we look for and you want to believe he is the man for you, but open your eyes to truth. would hate for him to get u pregnant too n treat u like he has treated me then maybe your eyes will be open to truth
Jealousy comes from counting others' blessings instead of our own. So very true, don't let your life pass by while you worry about someone else, count your blessings, be grateful, be happy for others (even though it can be hard).
Some things you just can't remember enough. I realize everyday how much I have to be thankful for. And everyday I forget again, only to be reminded by some insignificant word or thought how much I have to lose.