You Know What Sucks? Everything. How do you fucking stay positive when there are people and things beating down your doors all the time? Why do I continue to try in the face of certain despair? I feel like I can't even breathe today, i am so afraid, i am so angry, my head hurts and I am sick with it. I need an ally and all I have are empty spaces where you were, and you, and you. You say you love me but where the fuck are you? no one is here, everyone is shallow and no one gets it.