I'm thinking of you that's all i do, all the time. You're always the first and the last thing on this heart of mine. No matter where i go or what I do I'm thinking of you. (DIERKS BENTLEY:"Thinking Of You")
"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it, because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies: war. And one has to lose.