Life is funny, isn't it? Just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about it and feel life you know what direction you're heading in. you're LOST.
I feel like this! Just please make an insert about how I want to let God control things. I feel like if I control the fact that God is in control everything will be all right. I want to have a relationship that is unfathomably deep.
I love when you look at someone with a smile on your face, and they break into a smile back at you, not because they know why you're smiling, but because you're happy, and that's enough o make them happy. Seeing him happy makes my heart happy.
I never believed people when they said how much it hurts to have your heart broken, until it was me, lying on the hotel room floor, gasping for air. Don't ever say that you haven't killed anyone, because you killed me that night.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
I want to be strong, I really do. just like everyone use to comment on how mentally strong they thought I was. But I still can't help bursting out in tears sometimes. It really isn't getting any better and I don't think it ever will.