Yep, I really did. Woke up and decided I didn't want to do anything because I felt I had to or that I should. Decided I should not live in fear of anything. Decided I should live life the way I want and do things because I want to do them.
…and that's why Mom's are the real rulers of the house. When I ask mom, it's always an answer. When I ask dad, it's always "Go ask your mom." Mom always knows best! Thank you mom for making me a ruler!