This is entirely true. Sometimes, it's not up to you how things unfold. In the end, it's not up to any of us. It's up to God. I want things to work out, but working out my way and His way may be two different things. I hope not when it comes to the topic of my board, "This Feeling as it Relates to...Yea" because it would mean so much to me if that could work out. So much. I can heal, so much.