Your exit spoke volumes. No explanation, no face to face conversation, after nearly a decade together you were an absolute coward. you dont have the guts to end things the right way. greed is the root of all evil.
This is how I use to feel but then i thought about it and said, You Shouldn't Have To Fight For A Spot In Someone's Life. Never Force Someone To Make A Space In Their Life For You Because If They Know Your Worth, They Will Create One For You